Hahaha Mare you made me laugh out loud :) I have not been trying to hold out on you at all, it is just something that kind of came of nowhere and I am still processing/adjusting. I haven't really told anyone.
Soooo I am dating Dustin. Like, I'm his girlfriend.
Even typing that makes me laugh a little bit because it is so foreign a concept. I would have laughed you out of town if you had suggested it even two months ago. In fact-ask Sarah- I actually did. She told me before I knew it. He did too. I honestly think he was a bit peeved that I didn't even realize we had been on dates. He was like we've been on three dates, I know, I planned them. Oblivious...that's me!
I don't really have much to say about it honestly. I'm pretty happy and we are pretty good together but in a strange way. I mean, who'd have thunk it! It is still very very young and I am sorting things out. I realized I am a horrid girlfriend and by that I mean absolutely clueless haha. But he doesn't seem to mind. It is odd to me...to have someone care about you in such total kind of way. I don't really understand why he likes me the way that he does, but he just does. He loves parts of myself I wasn't even aware of.
Life is so interesting. I am on this ride and it is crazy. but so beautiful.
Oh, in other news? I quite my job on Friday. I am INSANE completely INSANE but it feels wonderful. I spent the weekend in Austin with Dustin and his brother/girlfriend. We spent nearly every second of daylight outside. It was soul-stirring and the tranquility was so so so needed. It put alot of things in perspective for me. I am still riffling through it all and sorting things away into little cupboards in my mind, but I feel a change in the air...
And I cannot wait to see where I go!
Love you both and MISS our summer sunday fundays. Don't know why, but that has been on the mind lately.
ahhh!!! OMG im so excited for you! I remember when i quit Gen Equity and it was THE BEST feeling in the world. It reminds you how much your life is in your own hands (+God), but that you decide the rate at which you allow change in your life, and its like fresh clean air, right!? Dont you feel like you own youre life again? Are you relocating cities or..? Keep me posted!
ReplyDeleteIm excited for the next chapter too.. i feel a change coming.. in the Spring, most definitely!
And i think Dustin is a wonderful guy from what i saw while i was there. He seems honest and FUN and i know how much you need a guy who smiles a lot :) Yay!! I wish i could come hang out and see you two interact. He best realize how lucky he is! ah!
regarding the summer fridays. just went to target. saw bathing suits. oh so nostalgic. definitely been on my mind too. i dont remember the last time i bought a bottle of wine.
ReplyDeleteThanks Mare- you made me smile with your comments about Dustin :) I agree with you haha!
ReplyDeleteAs much as I YEARN for Sunday Fundays...the swimsuit element is truly horrifying lol.
And the job is so freeing! but so scary at the same time. I do not like not being in control.