I have codependent tendencies.
It's harder to think for yourself than I ever thought possible.
I have 2 of the best girlfriends in the WHOLE world.
I really didn't like Adam the way I thought I did - seeing him with an Asian at Church on Sunday morning made me life hysterically.If you really like someone that's not the appropriate response.
God has something really frickin' awesome in store for me - just learning to believe and hope in it.
I have alterior boundaries to make up for the internal boundaries I've failed to develop.
Having strong internal boundaries really does help protect from the anxiety, fear and judgement the world tries to throw at you - it's all a mental game. You just have to outsmart and outplay yourself - show em who's boss!
Meaghan skipping out on perfect patio weather ensures several hours of make up patio weather in the future - it's like interest on a credit card. The more you don't pay up front the more you pay in the long run. Fortunately for you the pay off in this case is AWESOME - patio time with me! And while I'm on the subject, it would seem as though Mare might have maxed out her credit - so to speak. Don't think you're getting out of this quite so easily. You've been gone toooooo long. It is time to come back. You owe me!
Here's to a happy week, ladies! Love you both!
*laugh hysterically
ReplyDelete:) I am so incredibly happy to hear all of this. I am so excited for you and all the realizations youre coming to. Youre right, if he was someone your heart was longing for, you would have felt like you were kicked in the stomach. haha you crack me up. I can imagine you laughing upon seeing this. Did you hear the reading yesterday in church about married men and women and what their minds are preoccupied with?? It was so appropriate.
ReplyDeleteMeaghs. I feel like there is something you need to tell me.. Sarah tried oh so hard to not say anything but you cant get outa this one. Time to spill :)
And uh.... I like this debt ive got myself into. Im excited to pay it off. Moving back to TX is not out of the question. Its been fun Seattle, family, rain, liberal churches, vitamin D deficiency. Thanks for reminding me how strong I can be amidst such torments haha.