who calls someone while they are on vacation, telling them not to fall in love at a wedding, texts them while they are working out to tell them they are stunning even when working hard, is super spontaneous and tells them to pull the car over in the parking lot just so they can give them another goodbye kiss.. then all of a sudden...
crickets... not a sound...
back pain is a sorry excuse. no answer of texts all weekend.. a delayed phone call on Sunday night is all.
people who are direct, forthright, and transparent are few and far between!!!
then again.. maybe he just looked at my Facebook somehow, and saw what groups i 'like'. Oh the conservative political think tanks and Catholic oriented groups might have threw the boy a curve. Who knows.
Prayer of the day:
ReplyDeleteDear Lord, today I pray that you find me a man. Not a man-child. Not a boy. Not a dude. Not a guy.BUT A MAN! Amen. St. Jude, patron of hopeless causes, pray for us - or them!
The bible says, "On the first day, God made man." So I know they exist. I know they are out there somewhere - I just find it hugely ironic that the first one was named Adam. :)
Amen! Let it be so. Please dear God, let it be so. Thank you Sarah for that lovely littly prayer which I pray all day every day in my own small way.
ReplyDeleteDude- I hate the uncertainty! It is like this giant game of chess and people either screw you over or just decide to drop out of the game entirely. Ehh. Have you heard anything from him lately? Maybe he is just busy right now. Or bedridden from his back issues. Or maybe he is taking a step back and trying to figure where you guys stand?
hahahahahaha OMG Sarah! YOU crack my shit up!
ReplyDeleteum.. long story. we hung out till mid night last night. he just is all or nothing. when he wanted to chill and do nothing he talks to no one.. and when he wants to hang he is very affectionate and forward. we actually had a very deep convo at dinner, from everything from marriage, to depression/anti-depressants, to our lowest points in our life thus far, how we propel ourselves forward, what makes a meaningful life.. I started the evening by telling him my opinion (slash both of your influence on me and my beliefs about relationships) and how it is supposed to be a strong friendship at its foundation. I think having a break from him over the weekend made me access what i would say if we talked again, so i was just very frank with him about what i look for... so we dont waste each others time. If anything, we both really enjoyed just digging at each other. He is so inspiring, he always encourages me to start dancing again, to not ever forget what makes me feel alive.. even if its a lesson once a week, to never live with regrets or wait for life to start happening.. but that you have to just DO the things you talk about or they are weightless. I duno.. we shall see. I think our chemistry is dangerous. Seriously.. i need to not ever be in a house alone with him is all i gota say haha.
That prayer is beautiful/adorable - yes - im printing that.
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